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I can’t write my heart out
Painful thoughts engulf my mind
I lay on the floor deeming my past
Bliss and joy so vast
Now, my mind threatens my heart
My heart fails every day, every night
Thinking of the old days
My mind commands me to move on
But I simply can’t, no never
And heart won’t forgive me
And my mind yells at me
Asks me to direct my life
Where did you go? Why did you go?
I know you’ll never forgive me
But I can’t just think beyond
Like winds, ocean and time,
I’m not inured to move on
Maybe I’m just like that
Maybe I’m weak and tired
I don’t know to explain myself
I don’t even know how not to care
Ima gonna try, tell me to move on
Hate me or love me,
My mind urges me to move on
Maybe I should listen to it
Maybe I will try
Maybe I’ll never
Maybe I’ll just pretend
Maybe I don’t deserve all this
